too rigid. . .

. . .so i was chatting with owen, my main source of communication on mondays, about whether i may be a tad bit too. . .well. . .rigid. . .

i'm type-a. . .i doubt any of you who know me personally would argue. . .and because of that, i tend to like (crave) order and routine. . .i think i have a certain expectation of how things are going to be - and when they don't go that way, i am blown off course. . .see. . .rigid. . .

now my ideal vision of myself as hip 40ish mom of 2 boys is not rigid. . .its more go with the flow enjoy the moment you're in. . .but that's not always my reality. . .and then i get funked out about it. . .

vicious circle - not helped by dreary and cold weather of february. i am hoping for more light in march. . .

light in our day and light in our lives. . .we're a happy little family here and it's been a long dreary winter. . .i think we are a little ready for spring. . .

catch you soon -