catching him doing something good. . .

ryan was sitting out in the yard reading tonight. i took a picture to remind myself that he does remember how to be a good child.

the last few weeks have been trying. . .could it be the release from regimented school? could it be the blissed-out feeling that summer brings?

is it me? am i too tired? too impatient? stretched too thin?

regardless, we need to make some changes, and i'm not sure where to start. he's such a bright and funny kid - i love him so very much it hurts. maybe my insatiable need for him to be happy is making him unhappy. . .or making me crazy. . .

catch you soon -